waiting outside the lines

Damn, today was such a tiring day but it was worthwhile :) Today morning, I went to Mid Valley with my mom and twin! And I'm so happy my dad actually has come to conclusion to have an investment on a camera :D YAYYYYY!!! I hope he will let me get the Lomo I've been yearning for my this entire year, ahhhh! Well, maybe I should just keep calm and wait and see if he really does :B Cause I really want a Lomo ;) Besides, my head is practically throbbing right now! I really don't want to go sleep alone, it's too scary in my house I swear and my mom is still watching TV,I'm pretty sure she's just doing that to wait for my sister's grand arrival back home as usual :( But I'm so sleepy and there's nothing to do on the comp, besides blogging, and tumblr, duh~ + plus+ during the whole time in center, well most of the time, my eyes were focused on Microsoft Publisher, burnzzz D: And I really want to make a picture like the above as my profile picture, it's so cool I swear, 3D yawww, but I don't know how to, do you? :) +plus+ I'm soooo, practically very confused about someone :( I think I miss you more sometimes, and I really need to talk to you, If you're reading this, well, I doubt it though, how on earth will you ever get my URL if I never have ever given it to you? ehehehh ;) :/ moreover, I'm going fatter day by day and I really gotta work it out but I need a motivator! Something has to motivate meeee :( But then again, maybe I have enough motivation already but the problem is just having the will power to go on that damn freaking annoying loud treadmill, I don't need no procrastination no more lah goddddd!! :( Why is life so liddis :( I really want to di sometimes but then again, I listen to Greyson Chance and then I don't want to, hehehe, no lah, never happens to me ~ I also don't know what I'm crapping here but there's definitely an emotion here ;/My dad's back, so I guess I got to go now.But I know he will be super proud if he sees me typing haha, following his footsteps in an emotional way, today :B Lolkbai, I have nothing else to say about I guess? And I have the fear of being forgotten or ignored at times :(

Mika :)